Yet more evidence of what "spirit" you're truly of.
Unlike you, God takes no pleasure in the death of the wicked (and, ironically, you're the wicked one here) and Christ Himself wept over Jerusalem when she missed her day of visitation. Similarly, true men of God such as Moses who asked to have his own name blotted out of God's book instead of the names of the Isrealites who had sinned against God and Paul who wished himself accursed from Christ that his kinsmen according to the flesh might be saved would never display the type of sadistic arrogancy which drips from all of your posts.
You need a lot of help, friend. Yes, rather than wasting your time preaching your self-inflated, demonically inspired garbage, you ought to find a nice, quiet place on your knees from which you need to cry out to God for the salvation of your own wicked soul.
Again, at my end, I'm praying that God strives with you via His Holy Spirit to woo you to such a place, but you'll need to surrender your will to any such wooings, friend.