You keep posting the same verse.
Because you haven't been addressing it. It is either True or not. Look at the disciples . . . they all simply turned, dropped whatever it was that they were doing, and began following Christ.
Paul, AKA Saul, when he was on the Damascus Road on his way to gather names of Christians to persecute, was he Seeking and choosing Christ? Quite the opposite. However, when he felt the Raw, Almighty Power of God, his "choice" had been made. There was no way that he was going to contend with that Power, for he instantly referred to Christ as "Lord."
Judas. At the table, Jesus sent an evil spirit upon him to go out and conduct his business of creating a way to overthrow Christ. Was that his choice?
King Saul, the Spirit of the Lord was removed from him and God placed an evil spirit upon him. Was this his choice?
Here is the deal . . . the vast majority of 'christians' claim that they believe in God, but this Remnant of people, this incredibly small number of people are not actually saved at all. They THINK they're saved, but in reality, they're clueless as to the True Gospel. They think they understanding, but they do not. This is nearly 100% of all 'christians' I have ever encountered.
Matthew 7:21-23 NKJV - "Not everyone who says to Me, 'Lord, Lord,' shall enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father in heaven. 22 "Many will say to Me in that day, 'Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Your name, cast out demons in Your name, and done many wonders in Your name?' 23 "And then I will declare to them, 'I never knew you; depart from Me, you who practice lawlessness!'
I have felt the Raw, Almighty Power of God. After experiencing God in this way, much like young Saul on the D-Road, that was the day I realized that I didn't "know" God. More, until that day, I wasn't Known by God. But that Day, He found me and "Knew" me. It was that day that I realized how shallow I was in my Understanding, Knowledge and Wisdom. I even considered to be a "master" of certain doctrines. For, I had spent my entire conscious life being a Christian. I have always been 'in' the church. But, I had not been Truly Indwelt by the Spirit. Once that day occurred for and to me, that was the day I woke up and began living a True life of being an alien in a strange and foreign land.