It is ONLY A PROFESSION, when you do it out of your own STRENGTH AND MIND, only when you let your mind be manipulated by the HOLY SPIRIT, can you SAY JESUS IS MY LORD, as a CONFESSION.
I surrendered to Jesus out of LOVE FOR HIM, confessing HIM as LORD, after 3 attemps at SUICIDE, in 4 days right after Christmas 1977. I had made up my mind that I did not want to see another day, as I REALLY WANTED TO CEASE TO EXIST. The Holy Spirit STOPPED ME, I cried for HOURS over my SINFUL LIFESTYLE (a party hardy lifestyle with street drugs and everything), after my third attempt at suicide. I mean WAVE after Wave of TREMENDOUS GUILT SWEPT OVER ME. Then I prayed a prayer that No one EVER TAUGHT ME, not even in the Lutheran Church. I PRAYED something like this that the Holy Spirit must have given me in my deepest, darkest hour:
"LORD FORGIVE ME! LORD FORGIVE ME! Lord if you have a purpose for my life, then you will have to come into my heart, and run my life. Because I am making a total mess of it."
No where did I hear a prayer remotely like that, and I am convinced it CAME FROM THE HOLY SPIRIT. I knew, what it meant. I WAS SURRENDERING TOTAL CONTROL OF MY LIFE TO HIM, FOREVER, as LORD and MASTER, OUT OF LOVE FOR HIM.
You are Wrong, about the reality of LORDSHIP SALVATIONISM, IT IS MY TESTIMONY. And it is the ONLY true SALVATION I KNOW.