My dad tried to raise me as an atheist. But it didn't take. I guess you could say I'm a rebel... lol
I memorized the 23rd Psalm at vacation bible school (free babysitting) when I was 9 and it pretty much stuck with me. Gods Word does not return void...
Whenever I tried to talk to my dad about God he would get mad. He was furious when I spent the weekend at a friends house and came back and told him I was a born again Christian. I was so happy. For about 15 seconds...
And so I wandered in the world. Making excuses in my head about how I was really obeying the 10 commandments even though it wasn't even close to real obedience.
And then God grabbed me and shook all the things out of my life that didn't Glorify Him. This was pretty terrifying if I have to be honest. But I felt the closest I have ever felt to God during this time.
Not that I don't feel close to God now. It was just different. Like a honeymoon kind of, if a honeymoon can scare you and make you think maybe you went a little bit crazy... But that is insincere. I know I wasn't crazy even though lots of people probably would have thought differently.
I memorized the 23rd Psalm at vacation bible school (free babysitting) when I was 9 and it pretty much stuck with me. Gods Word does not return void...
Whenever I tried to talk to my dad about God he would get mad. He was furious when I spent the weekend at a friends house and came back and told him I was a born again Christian. I was so happy. For about 15 seconds...
And so I wandered in the world. Making excuses in my head about how I was really obeying the 10 commandments even though it wasn't even close to real obedience.
And then God grabbed me and shook all the things out of my life that didn't Glorify Him. This was pretty terrifying if I have to be honest. But I felt the closest I have ever felt to God during this time.
Not that I don't feel close to God now. It was just different. Like a honeymoon kind of, if a honeymoon can scare you and make you think maybe you went a little bit crazy... But that is insincere. I know I wasn't crazy even though lots of people probably would have thought differently.
That which I described to you concerning that "thing" I have only been able call an "event?" Can be found in Joel 2:31.
The sun shall be turned into darkness, and the moon into blood, before the "GREAT and TERRIBLE Day of the Lord" come.
As it was GREAT in its Love and TERRIBLE in its power, and revealing!
32 And it shall come to pass, that whosoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be delivered: for in mount Zion and in Jerusalem shall be deliverance, as the Lord hath said, and IN THE REMNANT whom the Lord shall call.
Joel 3 Complete Jewish Bible (CJB)
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(2:31) The sun will be turned into darkness
and the moon into blood
before the coming of the great
and terrible Day of Adonai.”
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(2:32) At that time, whoever calls
on the name of Adonai will be saved.
For in Mount Tziyon and Yerushalayim
there will be those who escape,
as Adonai has promised;
among the survivors will be those
whom Adonai has called.
This is the "call" I had turned down some 10-12 years prior to my answering the call. Which I did some 30+ years ago. The "call" to "reconnoiter!" Concerning which, I previously had no clue!
Joel 1
4 That which the palmerworm hath left hath the locust eaten; and that which the locust hath left hath the cankerworm eaten; and that which the cankerworm hath left hath the caterpiller eaten.
5 Awake, ye drunkards, and weep; and howl, all ye drinkers of wine, because of the new wine; for it is cut off from your mouth.
6 For a nation is come up upon my land, strong, and without number, whose teeth are the teeth of a lion, and he hath the cheek teeth of a great lion.
7 He hath laid my vine waste, and barked my fig tree: he hath made it clean bare, and cast it away; the branches thereof are made white.
10 The field is wasted, the land mourneth; for the corn is wasted: the new wine is dried up, the oil languisheth.
11 Be ye ashamed, O ye husbandmen; howl, O ye vinedressers, for the wheat and for the barley; because the harvest of the field is perished.
12 The vine is dried up, and the fig tree languisheth; the pomegranate tree, the palm tree also, and the apple tree, even all the trees of the field, are withered: because joy is withered away from the sons of men.
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