2Timothy,
I appreciate the compliment and everything you wrote.
Without going into great detail, I seeked like no one I ever met. Over the last 10-15 years while under extreme affliction stress and oppression nonstop.
You and hatedfornoreason if you was given the power and holy spirit which I believe you have, you feel totally safe and accepted.
But no matter how much I wanted God, no matter how much I learned and tried to obey and do what others said, no matter how much I prayed or asked for prayer, God never came to give me the Holy Spirit.
And as we have talked and discussed, the elect chosen always experience the power of the Holy Spirit that alone changes a person acceptably. Without it a person can’t be saved.
So basically I have been tortured all my life from mental physical extreme illness torture and then found that God the creator of me created me to reject me and afflict me with constant hurt. That I never had a chance and He created me to doom me. And that when I prayed for all my family and people I know realizing even tho many abused me with hate while sick, I wanted all to be saved eternally and experience God to love and be changed. But to find that more than likely all of everyone is doomed without a chance even if they wanted God or believe.
So this truth has not been joyful but absolute terror and pain. That the creator created most everyone I know to hate them and not love as I was taught. Even tho a person may be healthy and feel good, if God has not chosen them with Holy Spirit, they are hated cause God only sets His affection on those He chooses.
I appreciate the compliment and everything you wrote.
Without going into great detail, I seeked like no one I ever met. Over the last 10-15 years while under extreme affliction stress and oppression nonstop.
You and hatedfornoreason if you was given the power and holy spirit which I believe you have, you feel totally safe and accepted.
But no matter how much I wanted God, no matter how much I learned and tried to obey and do what others said, no matter how much I prayed or asked for prayer, God never came to give me the Holy Spirit.
And as we have talked and discussed, the elect chosen always experience the power of the Holy Spirit that alone changes a person acceptably. Without it a person can’t be saved.
So basically I have been tortured all my life from mental physical extreme illness torture and then found that God the creator of me created me to reject me and afflict me with constant hurt. That I never had a chance and He created me to doom me. And that when I prayed for all my family and people I know realizing even tho many abused me with hate while sick, I wanted all to be saved eternally and experience God to love and be changed. But to find that more than likely all of everyone is doomed without a chance even if they wanted God or believe.
So this truth has not been joyful but absolute terror and pain. That the creator created most everyone I know to hate them and not love as I was taught. Even tho a person may be healthy and feel good, if God has not chosen them with Holy Spirit, they are hated cause God only sets His affection on those He chooses.
I see someone loosing hope and faith in God. Just open your heart unto him in sincerity no matter what you are going through, he will definitely make himself known unto you . What you have put across in this post is a false gospel. God loves you so much that all he wants for you is everything good and nothing evil.
Come to think of it, in one of your posts, you thank God for making you one of his elects. How can he doom his elect? Think about it.
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