I really enjoyed Benny Hinn's "Good Morning Holy Spirit. I need to read it again and apply it to my life.
So, twenty years ago the Lord already made providence for an answer I was seeking, and the book answered that emptiness and the answer was communion/fellowship with the Holy Spirit. That book was not given in vain, but just waited for the day that I sought the Lord on what I was feeling. I thought it was pretty neat how the Lord set that up, haha.