You may be in need of healing.
Any curse directed at me, goes back on the sender.
You are wrong on so many levels you wrote in post #2.
God is indeed the one who does the healing, but we, the believers, are the ones who direct his hand on who to heal.
Anyone who has faith for healing, will get the healing they have faith for.
This has nothing to do with God's will, because it is God's will for his children to be healthy.
I don't ask for God's healing when I'm in need of it, I demand it. And that is simply because, sickness and disease is of the devil, and I refuse to allow the devil's work in my body or that of my loved ones.
Not only do you not know what faith is or how it works or how the kingdom of God works, but you completely ignore the promises of God, as though they are meaningless and without power.
God watches over and Hastens to PERFORM his word!!!