Just struggling a bit. Anxiety is kind of high. Got a doctors appt Friday for a private health issue but woke up this morning to discover a past filled tooth a piece broke off. It's really just been a season of issues starting with a severe eye infection.
I suppose to some degree it is the obvious pain or discomfort but more so the idea of cost to treat or fix it. We all know how that is.
The worst part is I think the mentally low seasons affect my physical health more than id like to admit. Not having the energy to care as much as I should and then in these moments lacking the discipline to eat or drink healthy things. I just grab the easiest or best tasting for some sense chemical release to the brain of something good.
I suppose to some degree it is the obvious pain or discomfort but more so the idea of cost to treat or fix it. We all know how that is.
The worst part is I think the mentally low seasons affect my physical health more than id like to admit. Not having the energy to care as much as I should and then in these moments lacking the discipline to eat or drink healthy things. I just grab the easiest or best tasting for some sense chemical release to the brain of something good.

