Hello All fellow believers .
I grew up in the church the version of home and church were two different things. At home we had a angry, violent, bitter and filled with resentment. At church the picture of Godly , righteous, faithful and worthy. I didn't realize at the time that was not a good place. I spent years mad at the church and God because of a that happened. I recently about almost two months ago. Was scrolling through Tik Tok and this preacher kept popping up. At first I was I refused to listen but God was working on my heart. Then I really started to listen. I started to really starting to feel. I had become numb to certain things at the time I didn't realize how far I had fallen into the deep.
Then I prayed not just some silly oh help me blah like prayed over my life and spiritual I was wrestling with some really bad things. I just called on Jesus Christ. I felt this peace for the first time in years. A weight fell off of me this dark feeling was gone.
Last night I was finished with my evening prayer and almost asleep. When Spiritually I felt something trying to grab me and I woke up I was ready to fight. I wasn't going to let the enemy try to get me again. I shook myself and out loud I am covered IN THE BLOOD OF JESUS CHRIST. Just kept repeating that.
I grew up in the church the version of home and church were two different things. At home we had a angry, violent, bitter and filled with resentment. At church the picture of Godly , righteous, faithful and worthy. I didn't realize at the time that was not a good place. I spent years mad at the church and God because of a that happened. I recently about almost two months ago. Was scrolling through Tik Tok and this preacher kept popping up. At first I was I refused to listen but God was working on my heart. Then I really started to listen. I started to really starting to feel. I had become numb to certain things at the time I didn't realize how far I had fallen into the deep.
Then I prayed not just some silly oh help me blah like prayed over my life and spiritual I was wrestling with some really bad things. I just called on Jesus Christ. I felt this peace for the first time in years. A weight fell off of me this dark feeling was gone.
Last night I was finished with my evening prayer and almost asleep. When Spiritually I felt something trying to grab me and I woke up I was ready to fight. I wasn't going to let the enemy try to get me again. I shook myself and out loud I am covered IN THE BLOOD OF JESUS CHRIST. Just kept repeating that.
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