I need some advice I guess. I’m not sure why I’m posting this but maybe looking for help in some way. I have schizophrenia for the last decade and my medicine makes me a smoker. I’m worried that I’m disappointing God with my smoking and laziness. I’ve basically barely had a life since I got schizophrenia at 23 years old. I am now 32 and I have no friends no job and live at home too tired to do anything. I don’t attend church because it’s too uncomfortable for me to sit in a building for an hour and I can’t pay attention. I’m just hoping to do the best I can.