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Garou24
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My dream is to go to Korea and become the first American star there. I want this more than anything in life, even more than love. I want to become a great performer and bring joy to people. I have been praying for this for over a month now, and I am pretty sure God is preparing me for this as weird as it may sound...
I battle with an anxiety disorder and the constant feeling of being alone...listening to music is the only true time I feel happy. I sent a letter to one of the leading producing companies and put all my heart out there...this is my one chance and it can only be done with God's help. The letter should have come a while ago, and now I wait everyday, never losing hope that it comes. However, each day it is a challenge to look in the mail and see nothing. I pray to god and cry at times because I want this so bad, and at this point I am battling the fear of my dreams not being recognized and that of sin that could possibly be holding me back...
I battle with an anxiety disorder and the constant feeling of being alone...listening to music is the only true time I feel happy. I sent a letter to one of the leading producing companies and put all my heart out there...this is my one chance and it can only be done with God's help. The letter should have come a while ago, and now I wait everyday, never losing hope that it comes. However, each day it is a challenge to look in the mail and see nothing. I pray to god and cry at times because I want this so bad, and at this point I am battling the fear of my dreams not being recognized and that of sin that could possibly be holding me back...