Since I have been on My Most Serious Walk with God that I have ever been on in My Life. My Walk with Jesus Christ Has Me So Extremely Hypersensitive to Everything in this World to the Point that I find it almost impossible to tune out all of the evil which seems to be everywhere. Before, apparently I used to turn a blind eye to it all. And scaringly was embracing some of it. Now, I am so aware of it that I don't even want to leave the Church as it seems to be My Only Safe Haven. I Know I am to Take the Church With Me as Christ Lives Within Me. But as Soon as I get in the Parking Lot... Is it Because My Heart is So Broken that My Trust Issues are Causing Me to Be so Untrusting of Everything? I can not listen to any music outside of the Church, No Shows of any Kind, I have Trouble Enjoying Video Games with My Son. Etc. That it is even hard to be Present With Him. And it Makes Me Feel Horrible. It Feels like I Am not showing My Faith to the Lord, Like I am Not Fully Trusting in His Sword and Shield. I Am an Above Average Size Grown Man that Honestly Feels like a Scared little Boy A lot here lately. Can Anyone Relate???