Please pray for me and my family this season. We lost my husband of 32 years on March 5, 2024. This is year two, and it's hitting me harder. I think I was pretty numb last year; this year, I'm fully aware of the huge hole in my heart, and I'm struggling to stay positive. I no longer see a future for myself. I still have two teens at home, and they are the only things keeping me going.