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bealight2012
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Love has always hurt me
Ive hurt love too
....
All the love I've ever been given has been conditional even from parents and family members.
I have had this hole in my heart i even thought I filled it a few times and my human minds even drags me into believing i could fell it with those same old things if i go back to them. But something in me knows that it will never work
But then theirs you....Ever since I felt you, talked to you, dreamed about you... I can't get my mind off of you.
I have so much pain in my heart, Ive given you everything I have though...My dreams... My life...
I fear you, I want to run away from you and back into your arms every time I make a mistake...
I know only you can make my heart whole. I'm begging you in tears every night to just let me feel you...hear you... see you
I have never in my life been this way before...So submissive... So driven to please
Your are the song in my heart... the melody in every song.... Oh words can't explain my love
But WHY? Why do you bring so much pain back to my memory.... show me so much i never knew i had inside of me. Opening my eyes hurts... If I could lean into your chest and listen to your heartbeat will you told and showed me so much of these things it might be a bit better. But ill wait... I'll put up with it.... as long as i get to feel your love thriving in me more and more ill do go through whatever you want.....
Ive hurt love too
....
All the love I've ever been given has been conditional even from parents and family members.
I have had this hole in my heart i even thought I filled it a few times and my human minds even drags me into believing i could fell it with those same old things if i go back to them. But something in me knows that it will never work
But then theirs you....Ever since I felt you, talked to you, dreamed about you... I can't get my mind off of you.
I have so much pain in my heart, Ive given you everything I have though...My dreams... My life...
I fear you, I want to run away from you and back into your arms every time I make a mistake...
I know only you can make my heart whole. I'm begging you in tears every night to just let me feel you...hear you... see you
I have never in my life been this way before...So submissive... So driven to please
Your are the song in my heart... the melody in every song.... Oh words can't explain my love
But WHY? Why do you bring so much pain back to my memory.... show me so much i never knew i had inside of me. Opening my eyes hurts... If I could lean into your chest and listen to your heartbeat will you told and showed me so much of these things it might be a bit better. But ill wait... I'll put up with it.... as long as i get to feel your love thriving in me more and more ill do go through whatever you want.....