I
iTOREtheSKY
Guest
this time say it's not for good
say it's not the end
say that i am just trapped inside a painful dream
a nightmare
all these thoughts cloud my mind
as I lie in ragged slumber
have I been asleep all this time and just never known?
i feel a need for another endless diatribe
one more soliloquy of me
of you
the passion is just a flame that destroys all it touches
i know how exhausting i can be
i know how much chaos i brought to you
i never meant for such a whirlwind
i only thought we'd be caught up in the clouds together
but i dropped you
or did you let go
of me
of us
of who you really were before me...
before
you were an angel
some kind of light i'd never seen
or dared to look upon
or to dream such incredible things with
i feel somehow that i held you too tightly
did i break your wings?
did i shackle you to the ground with my words?
i never wanted to cage you
i only wanted to fly with you
maybe you were alway earthbound
but somehow i just do think that can be
you touched my heart
you held my hand
you believed in me
when no one else would
said so many things i'd never heard
words that you utter
a kiss so deep upon my soul
did i hold you so tightly that you felt smothered?
did i break you down?
with my thoughts
with my dreams
with my desires
i feel so sorry for ever being a thorn in your side
maybe it's best you left
maybe it's best we never were
maybe i'll never know love again
maybe i don't care
maybe i choose never to open my eyes again
i just want to remember your head upon my chest
floating in air
rising to to heavens
listening to the sounds
to the echoes
of what we never were
say it's not the end
say that i am just trapped inside a painful dream
a nightmare
all these thoughts cloud my mind
as I lie in ragged slumber
have I been asleep all this time and just never known?
i feel a need for another endless diatribe
one more soliloquy of me
of you
the passion is just a flame that destroys all it touches
i know how exhausting i can be
i know how much chaos i brought to you
i never meant for such a whirlwind
i only thought we'd be caught up in the clouds together
but i dropped you
or did you let go
of me
of us
of who you really were before me...
before
you were an angel
some kind of light i'd never seen
or dared to look upon
or to dream such incredible things with
i feel somehow that i held you too tightly
did i break your wings?
did i shackle you to the ground with my words?
i never wanted to cage you
i only wanted to fly with you
maybe you were alway earthbound
but somehow i just do think that can be
you touched my heart
you held my hand
you believed in me
when no one else would
said so many things i'd never heard
words that you utter
a kiss so deep upon my soul
did i hold you so tightly that you felt smothered?
did i break you down?
with my thoughts
with my dreams
with my desires
i feel so sorry for ever being a thorn in your side
maybe it's best you left
maybe it's best we never were
maybe i'll never know love again
maybe i don't care
maybe i choose never to open my eyes again
i just want to remember your head upon my chest
floating in air
rising to to heavens
listening to the sounds
to the echoes
of what we never were