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    Emmanuel (Matthew 1:23)

    Christmas is coming. Emmanuel, as usual, becomes one of the most preached or discussed topics/words among Christians during this time of the year. It was the topic of my devotion today. But today, the word brought more questions than assurance to me. What the word truly means to Christians in...
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    The cost of total forgiveness

    Thank you so much.....
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    The cost of total forgiveness

    Well, it is more like I let harm done to me....by believing in lies the other person told me. That means I am the one who actually invited the destruction into my life. What if I could never trust myself ever again? How could I forgive myself for inflicting the unbelievable pain on me? ruining...
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    The cost of total forgiveness

    I am experiencing the painful consequences of my own deeds. Yes, there was another "participant" in the whole mess but....perhaps since I am fully aware I couldn't blame the other person, I pointed the finger at myself.....because after all, I should have known better. It is extremely painful to...
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    The cost of total forgiveness

    Thank you. I guess I am trying to "measure" God's forgiveness through my painful circumstances now. I am acutely aware that all of these are consequences of my own deeds and they've become unbearable. And then came self-loathing....I hate myself for doing what I had already known would invite...
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    The cost of total forgiveness

    I am currently struggling with forgiveness. I guess I am given the opportunity by God to learn what it takes to fully forgive. To be completely honest, it feels like it's gonna take everything in my soul to be able to forgive and let go. And the person I am having the hardest time to...
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    Asking prayer for peace and faithfulness

    Years ago I went through a breakup that not only left devastating impact on me but also put me through years of feeling unworthy after that. I remember one year after the breakup what I prayed and asked God fervently was His strength to forgive my ex (he left me for another woman after almost a...
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    Friendship Valentines

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    Another new member

    Thank you for the welcome! To this day, I still read and watch Peanuts :D
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    Another new member

    Thank you for the welcome and encouraging words :)
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    Another new member

    Hello, "twin"! :D
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    Another new member

    That's very sweet of you. Thank you for the warm welcome :)
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    Another new member

    Well, you know how or perhaps...who Charlie is....."loveable loser" they said....:LOL:. Anyways, thank you for the welcome!
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    Another new member

    Thank you for the warm welcome!
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    Another new member

    Thank you for the warm welcome!
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    Feeling at the end of my rope

    My heart aches for you. I must say that I have been on the path of despair and hopelessness, countless times over the course of my life. And I guess for as long as I live on this planet....I will have those seasons again. I usually took comfort in prayer, listened to uplifting sermons online...
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    Job interview on 7th Feb 4:30 pm

    I am praying that God will help you with the interview and that His wonderful plan in your life will be fully realised