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Its been awhile since I posted. I passed one year anniversary of my Mom's death a little over a week ago. My heart is still broken into!!! Ive dealt with infestation in my home, very slowly as I was so limited with money and overwhel.ed by fight ahead but I was making some progress. I began a...

Wish you all could have known the old me. I used to be the encourager of everyone else! I feel hopeless now! Feel sometimes like Jesus is angry with me and doesn't love me. Grief over losses. House infestation. Loss of job. Alone most of the time. Physical illness! Why cant I just feel the...

Ive never felt as tormented as I do right now! Ive called on many people time and again to pray for me and Im sure they are getting tired of me constantly with the same issues. I cant seem to get back to where I was with the Lord!!! Im fearful about myvsoul!!! I know Ive repented but Im...

Dear All, Several things to note. Then, I will get to the gist. First of all, I feel that the Lord and I are renewed!!! Praise His Holy Name!!! Last week, I lost my job. I worked nights but kept falling asleep. I feel sone of it was my health! They found a dvt in my legs. I also continue to get...

Today, I have peace that Jesus will never leave me or forsake me. I also have sonevpeace about my role as a caregiver to my Mom. The last thing that really concerns me, and I would appreciate sone honest input is this. I admit Ive bern angry at God re: my Mother's death. Evidently, this is a...

You all, Im still struggling with salvation issues. I know accepted Jesus as my Saviour many years ago. No doubt about that! But I know what the Scripture says about loving Mother or Father more than Him. Ive felt like maybe Ive done the latter since my Mom died I truly want to love Jesus...

Yesterday, was an extremely difficult day!!! You all know the struggles I have shared. I was given real encouragement from a live chat with someone from a major ministry which helped an awful lot but there was still some struggles. For hours I cried out to the Lord. When I awoke today, I knew I...

I know I have posted over and over! I know I must be driving everyone crazy. But I feel scared and desperate!!! First, Ive posted many times re: my grief over my Mother and Stepdad's death. Then, I have posted fear over losing my salvation. Ive also posted re: guilt about my caregiving skills...

I hope you will allow me one more time posting. Okay, Ive been dealing with salvation issues, grief and the loss of my Mom, guilt over my role as a caregiver, watching all the suffering of my Mom, etc. In the midst of this is my fear that I loved my Mom more than God. The Bible says we are not...

I want to say something of you are probably tired of me posting with a different issue every day but this has just been such a hard time for me and Im alone so much now. Please I just need help so desperately. I knowvthe Lord is my source but He uses people. As I have mentioned several times, I...

I wanted to begin by thanking each and every one of you for the prayers, Scriptures, videos, Godly wisdom, and real concern you all have had for me not just the last few days but months. Last night, while at work, I posted about God leaving me. Praise God, I think we all know God doesn't leave...

I don't know what to do. I feel God may have left me. My desire to serve Him has gone. Im so scared. I dont want to be lost and doomed for He'll. I know Ive been saved but I can't cone back. Please pray for me that God will give me another chance!!!

More than anything in this life, I need the assurance Jesus is with me. Im so afraid my mind is all messed up. Im.afraid God may have left me. Please, I beg of you, pray for me.

I have a desperate prayer request. My Mom died almost 6 months ago and it is still a deep, deep wound!!! I feel like I've drifted a lot from the Lord. It's not that I've begun participating in some outward sin, I just feel distant with the Lord and I dont want to. I'm seeing a Christisn...

As I write this, I am in a Griefshare Group, am on medication for high anxiety, and to see a counselor next week. I'm having intrusional thoughts and in torment. I may not make it! Please pray for me!!! I'm in a very bad way!!!

I have realized what my problem is, that I am angry with God about my Mom's death and suffering. I'm having trouble loving Him but I don't want to miss Heaven! Please pray for me!

Since my Mom died on Dec 2nd much has been a blur. To clarify some things, I read through my journals. I found a few times out of frustration over my Mother's health, I yelled at her. Once I thought she had a UTI so a bath was necessary. She liked a bath but didn't feel like it. I told her it...

As most of you know, my Mom passed away in December. I've had many days when I've felt tormented with grief or confused. Today, I feel numb and it's scaring me because I don't want to lose my feelings for her. I loved her so much!!! Please pray I get my feelings back!!!

I had a question and I wanted to express a comment as well. Has anyone been involved in a grief support group? Was it helpful to you? Next. Someone posted that we are not supposed to mourn as Christians when someone dies. I'm afraid I would have to disagree. The Bible says in Thessalonians that...

I, recently, had a job interview. While my Mom was alive, I was her caregiver. When I saw I would not be able to return to work, I put in for an early retirement. I am 64. Our 2 checks together would have been enough for our expenses. We had a mortgage payment due each month. Now that my Mom has...