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    Extremely High Anxiety and Intrusional Thoughts

    As I write this, I am in a Griefshare Group, am on medication for high anxiety, and to see a counselor next week. I'm having intrusional thoughts and in torment. I may not make it! Please pray for me!!! I'm in a very bad way!!!
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    Angry at God

    I have realized what my problem is, that I am angry with God about my Mom's death and suffering. I'm having trouble loving Him but I don't want to miss Heaven! Please pray for me!
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    Cant Forgive Myself

    Since my Mom died on Dec 2nd much has been a blur. To clarify some things, I read through my journals. I found a few times out of frustration over my Mother's health, I yelled at her. Once I thought she had a UTI so a bath was necessary. She liked a bath but didn't feel like it. I told her it...
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    Totally Numb and it Scares Me

    As most of you know, my Mom passed away in December. I've had many days when I've felt tormented with grief or confused. Today, I feel numb and it's scaring me because I don't want to lose my feelings for her. I loved her so much!!! Please pray I get my feelings back!!!
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    Grief

    I had a question and I wanted to express a comment as well. Has anyone been involved in a grief support group? Was it helpful to you? Next. Someone posted that we are not supposed to mourn as Christians when someone dies. I'm afraid I would have to disagree. The Bible says in Thessalonians that...
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    Additional Request Finances

    I, recently, had a job interview. While my Mom was alive, I was her caregiver. When I saw I would not be able to return to work, I put in for an early retirement. I am 64. Our 2 checks together would have been enough for our expenses. We had a mortgage payment due each month. Now that my Mom has...
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    Please Someone Pray for Me

    It's been 46 days since my Mom died. I loved my Mom very much, but I am going through long periods of numbness and confusion. I want to feel again and reestablish that connection with her. I feel I am losing my mind. Please somebody pray for me! I've prayed, read the Word, listened to praise...
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    Doubting my salvation

    I was saved at age 15 of that I am positive, but lately I've been doubting my salvation. I keep telling myself we don't walk by our feelings but our faith but my life as been so disjointed lately with the death of my dear Mom and the pressures of life. I don't want to miss Heaven. Please pray...
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    Urgent Prayer Request

    I know I am born again but I am not feeling the Lord's presence like I want too.! Eight days, my Mother, whom many of you prayed for, went home to be with Jesus. I have felt overwhelmed with grief but now I feel numb. I want to feel something to validate for ne my great love for her! Finally, I...
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    Very Low Today

    I know you all probably think I'm a negative person, but right now I'm as low as can be. My Mom is having health issues that are scaring me! She's elderly and I just lost my Dad in mid June. We are without power beginning day 4 and may continue without until Friday. This is look bleak and black...
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    Urgent Prayer Request

    My elderly Mom is dehydrated and rarely wants to eat anything. This has been a change in about the last month. Her primary NP will be giving her some IVF Monday. I've been encouraging her to eat and drink but whether I cook or we buy out she doesn't want anything. I do well if she has a smoothie...
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    New to Christian Chat

    Currently, I don't have a church home but have been a believer almost 49 years. I taught the Bible in NC schools for a few years and have taught other subjects in both public and private schools. My last job was as a hospital secretary. Currently, I am unemployed as my Dad just died and I am...