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    I want to die

    Too long to explain why. I just want to. I can only sum it up in three words right now. Empty, lonely, hopeless.:(
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    Sacrifice and Self-Denial

    I'm starting to think God may be wanting me to give up something I really want: to be married. I told God in my prayer journal I would follow him no matter what. But I'd be greatly disappointed if I remained single for the rest of my life. Never mind the fact that I'm not too excited about...
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    The God of the Old Testament

    Yes, I am a Christian. But that doesn't mean I like the way God does things in the Old Testament. He kills entire cities, including their children. He makes Job and his prophets go through horrific things just to prove a point (the most significant, in my opinion, taking Ezekiel's wife and not...
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    Is it worth the cost to be a Christian?

    Because to be honest, I'm not sure it is. I mean, I am one, but I often wonder if it's really worth it. I know about the verses that say, pick up your crosses and whatnot. But even then, is being a Christian really just having fire insurance? Is there nothing good that applies to this life? Why...
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    God doesn't care about this life

    After carefully reading and studying the Bible, I've become convinced that God only cares about this life in that we work for him. There may be relationship and whatnot, but what really matters is that we work for him. Everything else is irrelevant, including what we may want and desire. And...
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    I'm Tired

    I'm tired of living in this so-called "fallen world." Call me a Pharisee, but it seems like I'm the only one concerned about "righteousness." Maybe that's because I'm tired of hearing about mothers killing their children, about husbands abusing their wives, about people dying of overdoses...
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    I wish I wasn't sexual

    I'm a young woman in my early twenties, and have been a Christian for five years. I also have Asperger's Syndrome, which makes it difficult to form and maintain relationships. Because of this, I often feel lonely. I've even told God I hated the way he made me, and that includes this part about...