Christian Chat Rooms & Forums

good.... ish. I have been moody. i have been getting more depressed lately. i accidentally used a porn creation ai tool to do something wrong to someone i know, and have been going hard about that. meaning i have written drawen on myslf and given myself a new scar and a huge area of light scratches.
something about guilt after porn allows me to ignore pain for a while. and i hurt myself a lot.
My memory is seeming

ly failing, i cannot remember things that happened just moments ago, and the only thing constant is the terrible things i've done. ever heard 'gratitude' by brandon lake? it was the final push for me getting saved. it helps me now.
my memory is starting to be indistinguishable from my dreams, i cant remember much of anything, sometimes i find myself empty, unable to remember what i just did, or anything, and it is