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Is that what you were eating? Didn't even notice lol.



You are much more than a handsome man! It's nice to see you though. Even just your knee lol

Thank you for your warm and touching words <3




I was getting ready to say that I think I'm going to call it a night...or day. I'm getting sleepy.
I hope to have some nice dreams
It's been nice spending the night with you...even the difficult moments.
I hope your sleep is bliss!!

Sadly. A guy that use to eat salmon and steak dinners every night to chicken nuggets. I sound like I’m complaining but I do like the chicken nuggets. The salmon and steak every night makes me sound like I was some type of king or something.

i am glad I can make you happy with my knee. Just seems so innocent of you to say.

i was just starting to really enjoy the day/night. I really don’t know how it went so fast. Maybe cause we started so late.

i just took my medication and melatonin gummies like 20 minutes ago, so i was getting ready for sleep.

The difficult moments are needed. It’s good to share everything. Even the conversation you don’t want to have. Just so we see where we are at.

Fortunately, I haven’t been having sex dreams anymore, so hopefully the melatoni/magnesium gummies are making that happen or just me praying to God about it that one time but it seems like it hasn’t happened for a week. So another step in 5he right direction.

Hope you have a good night and hopefully there is no morning chainsaw action today!

I like chicken nuggets too!

Of course, you have a nice knee!

I agree, difficult moments are needed. The pain the alters. Sometimes we need the pain that alters.

There's been chainsawing all day lol. But, I managed to fit some sleep in.

I hope you got/are getting some nice rest!! I'm going to go do house chores. I've got a list I need to work on. So, I'm going to turn on music, sing badly to it, and get with it lol.

You are too good to me. I just bragged about you to a nonbeliever.

I’m surprised that you were able to sleep and I don’t know how you manage to sleep only that long. I need 8 hours most of the tim. Sometimes I do function with les, which as happened wayyy more often recently.

i got decent rest. It’s still odd waking up in darkness.

Hey, at least you have fun while doing chores. I usually do chores cause I want my mom to be happy but most of the tim, it’s impossible to please her.

You bragged about me? *blush* You're too smashing <3

There is some land across the road from me that a bunch of people have been clearing. It's been very noisy in the day time. I went to sleep shortly after my good night post. I don't remember when I woke, but I got busy doing chores. Then I formed ground lamb patties and cooked them all. In the middle of my tasks, I stopped to do my facial exercises and gua shaing. I usually watch a creationist video while I do that. The video I picked ended before I was finished and I noticed a song of yours that I hadn't seen/heard, so I clicked it. It's called I Survived the Hollywood Club Scene. It's smashing! Really enjoyed it 🏆

My dad was that way. I loved/love him dearly, but he was impossible to please. Bless his heart. Sometimes these parents require the patience of steel.

❤️

You bragged about me? *blush* You're too smashing <3

There is some land across the road from me that a bunch of people have been clearing. It's been very noisy in the day time. I went to sleep shortly after my good night post. I don't remember when I woke, but I got busy doing chores. Then I formed ground lamb patties and cooked them all. In the middle of my tasks, I stopped to do my facial exercises and gua shaing. I usually watch a creationist video while I do that. The video I picked ended before I was finished and I noticed a song of yours that I hadn't seen/heard, so I clicked it. It's called I Survived the Hollywood Club Scene. It's smashing! Really enjoyed it 🏆

My dad was that way. I loved/love him dearly, but he was impossible to please. Bless his heart. Sometimes these parents require the patience of steel.

❤️

You're sweet!
Gracious words are like a honeycomb, sweetness to the soul... (Proverbs 16:24).

I really did like it! Your work is amazing <3

I took some pics of some food stuffs, just haven't gotten around to posting them yet. I might do that next.

I opened the envelope from the funeral director today (the one with the book). He's started addressing me as "Mrs." He either forgot, or he knows something about me that I don't know lol

My name doesn’t mean God is Gracious for nothing!

Hopefully I can maybe create another one tonight or tomorrow. The quality of the songs seem to go up, the longer I’m away from working on them. Which doesn’t make sense logically.

I just downed an iced vanilla latte……….i didn’t buy it! We’ll see what I eat. I still haven’t really gotten ready for the evening. Surprisingly woke up just a little bit ago. Less then 2 hours ago.

He probably forgot or assumed. Sometimes my mom and I get mail, such as Mr. and Mrs. Spence. And sometimes when we go out as a family, I get confused for her husband…

I think it makes sense. Our brains need a break too. Sometimes when you are deeply into a project (writing, music, etc.) you get "too close" and creative juices get thrown off. Even in working out, our muscles need a certain amount of time to recover in order to build more muscle. The body is a wonderful thing.

It was just weird. I always see Miss or Ms., not Mrs. lol

Like I didn’t create music for a while like three or four months ago and then randomly, I created a song called heatwave, along with a bunch of vocal tracks.

i really would like to sing in my songs and not use secular vocal artists though. I don’t know what I’m waiting for.

Want to know something really funny?

My dad’s name is Shannon. So a lot of the time, he’ll receive mail and it will be addressed to Mrs. Shannon Spence lol. I crack up every time!

Back in the summer, I told the funeral director and both of his assistants that I was moving out of state after the election. Apparently, he knows that didn't happen and he keeps sending me stuff. Carter (that's the funeral director) told me as we looked into the ground at dad's casket, "Make sure it's what you really want to do." (He was talking about me moving away). He said it in a way that seemed like it was something I need to take very seriously. That stuck with me.

I hope you'll get to do more with your music. I hope you'll get to try singing. I think your voice is truly smashing.

When the doctors told me that dad only had a limited time left to live, the decision was made that I should move to Atlanta. I even told dad not long before he dad that I would be okay and to not worry about me. The funeral director, it was as if God was speaking through him, seemed apprehensive about me moving. Two days after he told me to make sure I really want to move, things changed. After things changed and I was praying, God put a strong feeling on me that I only need to "just be" right now. Then God gave me the ability not long after that feeling, then I knew that's what His will is.

No offense to Texas, but no one could get me to live there...I'm too biased to Oklahoma lol. Of course, if the Lord told me to move there I'd have to.

You are blessed with a gorgeous voice! Me, on the other hand, I sound like Tiny Tim when I sing

The best place for any of us to be is where the Lord guides us. Right now, I feel he wants me to be here. I hope I can get out for a bit in the Spring though, and maybe by then He will reveal to me what I am to do and where I am to be. It's kind of exciting, 'cause I know it won't be all that long before I will be on a new path...one the Lord has guided me to.

I have family in Texas too, but they are distant and I haven't talked to them in decades.

If you were a teacher, I'd never pay any attention to anything I was being taught lol. Your voice is captivating

Well, I’m glad I was able to be apart of it.

I’m in the same boat with my Texas relatives. Is it just me or is tonight not as exciting as usual? I think tonight has been a night of more mature conversation than I’m used to. I’m fine with it but also love shaking things up a bit and creating sparks. Maybe cause it’s Sunday and a bunch of people are going to work or school tomorrow. It is Thanksgiving week. So a lot of people travel and visit family this week. I’ll keep you company though. Glad your friend really stepped to the plate this year and invited you to join her for thanksgiving this year. She seems like she really changed her life around, considering what you mentioned before.

i think even though you wouldn’t be paying attention to my teaching. That subconsciously, you would pick up everything I would tell you and learn one way or another. i’m a great trainer by the way, especially when I master skills. I guess you can say that is teaching.

What should we do to make it more exciting?

That's an honest and innocent question, btw! lol

What should we do to make it more exciting?

That's an honest and innocent question, btw! lol