Hello sister. Im sorry you're going through tough times. I don't know the extent of your pain. But Jesus knows, and He does care. I repent every day. Christian people need to repent. God hates sins, but loves his children. I lived with narcissist in 2015. I moved away in 2018. I went through emotional abuse and psychological abuse. My anxiety sky rockeded. Getting away from him brought peace of mind.
Jeremiah chapter 29
For I know the plans I have for you, declare the Lord, plans for welfare and not evil, to give you future and hope.
I didn't give up. I had case manager at one time. She helped me out that toxic environment. But of course main credit goes to God. By repentance and persistent prayer's to Jesus.
2 Corinthians chapter 4:16
So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed Day by Day. For this light momentary affliction is preparing us for the eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison, as we look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen.
When Peter took his eyes off Jesus, he starts sinking in the water. Our focus must be on Jesus . There will be affliction, and suffering to get to heaven. But Christian people don't have to put up with abuse and insults. We're not walking mat for the world. Jesus can get you out of your situation, sister. You must repent and be persistent in your prayers. He can bring right people in your life. He can change hearts and minds. Don't give up.
I hope I never have to go through what apostles Paul, and rest. Paul was beaten, ship wrecked, whipped, stoned, and put in prison. Today, it's verbally persecution.
James chapter 1. Blessed is the man/woman who remains Steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life. I don't think there is any comparing of suffering and persecution, to living with Jesus and God head in new Jerusalem, revelation chapter 21. We must endure, and be steadfast. Don't give up.
Psalm chapter 27
Lord is strong hold in my life. If the whole world comes against Us, who cares. God has power, and is in control. God will deliver Christian people from evil, from our enemies. Keep praying to Jesus for help. Jesus can get you out your situation, or make it easier on you.
I have disabilities. Diagnosed in 2014 by my doctor. Dumped on my entire life from school to jobs. Because I was in special education, 1980s to early 1990s. Called despicable names. Treated as inferior. I Carry pain in my life. In July,2024. On bus, soon as I sat down. A man started verbally abusing me and yelling. I defended myself and told him off. He acts like he would physically attack me. He got off next stop. Old woman in back, bad mouthing me. I told her to stop. She denys it. They lie to you.
I hope this helps you. Peace.