Pain

Is there anyway I can send you a private message on this website?

I have said a prayer for you for God to find you suitable employment that pays a living wage and something that you are capable of accomplishing.

PMing is paid membership based. I'll go put my contact details on my profile. Go to my profile (on this site) and go to my About tab, you'll see For Sean... there will be my main contact info, plus a social media contact option.

I think you said you don't do social media? No Instagram? I'll include it anyway, in case.

Let me know when you've got the contact info and then I'll delete it from my profile.

Okay, I got your info. I don’t have any social media except for LinkedIn I believe but there may be some live accounts that I never deleted out there.

Just got done celebrating at the pool at my aunts place in fountain valley. Heading back home now.

Don’t know why but I’m experiencing a bunch of mental pain the last few days, ever since I started working again. I don’t know why I have such a hard time working for others. It’s like when I work for them, I’m like connected to them. So if they are exhausted and done for the day, I’m exhausted and done for the day. I pushed through about an hour after she was done and wrote a giant to do list for her to complete. She may not even need my services after this. I basically taught her everything I know in a short period of time and now i don’t believe she has any use for me. So that was short lived but hey, i got caught up on a few of my bills. It’s hard working with someone who doesn’t know much about technology and how profitable online marketing can be. My assumption is she wants to keep it all physical, such as pop ups and art galleries but I see so much potential to expand and I don’t think she sees that.

So please pray for me if you can. I really don’t have the energy to be separated from something else.

I feel like I’m in suffering mode again, so I guess it is back to the good ol Bible, worship music and pray.com as my coping mechanisms again.

Don’t know why but I’m experiencing a bunch of mental pain the last few days, ever since I started working again. I don’t know why I have such a hard time working for others. It’s like when I work for them, I’m like connected to them. So if they are exhausted and done for the day, I’m exhausted and done for the day. I pushed through about an hour after she was done and wrote a giant to do list for her to complete. She may not even need my services after this. I basically taught her everything I know in a short period of time and now i don’t believe she has any use for me. So that was short lived but hey, i got caught up on a few of my bills. It’s hard working with someone who doesn’t know much about technology and how profitable online marketing can be. My assumption is she wants to keep it all physical, such as pop ups and art galleries but I see so much potential to expand and I don’t think she sees that.

So please pray for me if you can. I really don’t have the energy to be separated from something else.

I feel like I’m in suffering mode again, so I guess it is back to the good ol Bible, worship music and pray.com as my coping mechanisms again.

I took computer classes in kindergarten and took computer science in college. Didn’t graduate
but that didn’t stop me from taking online courses or learning by creating dozens of websites.

Heavenly father,

I come before You feeling drained and burdened by my work. Lord, You know the struggles in my heart and mind as I navigate this season. I feel in ways that leave me exhausted, and I'm unsure of my purpose or place in this job.

Lord, I ask for Your wisdom and strength. Help me to see the value in what I bring, even if others don’t fully grasp it. Guide me to find peace in doing my best, regardless of the outcome. If this door closes, give me the courage to trust You for what comes next, knowing You have a plan for me beyond what I see right now.

Renew my mind, God. Let Your Word and worship fill me with peace, even when I feel disconnected or in suffering mode. Let Your Spirit be my constant guide and comfort. I place my burdens in Your hands and ask for rest and clarity as I continue to seek You.

In Jesus' name,
Amen.

Heavenly father,

I come before You feeling drained and burdened by my work. Lord, You know the struggles in my heart and mind as I navigate this season. I feel in ways that leave me exhausted, and I'm unsure of my purpose or place in this job.

Lord, I ask for Your wisdom and strength. Help me to see the value in what I bring, even if others don’t fully grasp it. Guide me to find peace in doing my best, regardless of the outcome. If this door closes, give me the courage to trust You for what comes next, knowing You have a plan for me beyond what I see right now.

Renew my mind, God. Let Your Word and worship fill me with peace, even when I feel disconnected or in suffering mode. Let Your Spirit be my constant guide and comfort. I place my burdens in Your hands and ask for rest and clarity as I continue to seek You.

In Jesus' name,
Amen.

I watched a couple of your videos. I found them quite mesmerizing in a way, the movement and flow
of the images being both smooth and not smooth all at the same time, with fluctuations in the face
and what the characters were wearing or not wearing alternating randomly. I did wonder if you were
attempting to portray Jesus or yourself? Anyways, nice work!

I watched a couple of your videos. I found them quite mesmerizing in a way, the movement and flow
of the images being both smooth and not smooth all at the same time, with fluctuations in the face
and what the characters were wearing or not wearing alternating randomly. I did wonder if you were
attempting to portray Jesus or yourself? Anyways, nice work!

hang in there brother... praying for you.

The stories are of myself but Jesus playing me instead of me playing me. Sometimes I wish those videos weren’t up there but I created them with AI technology and I was proud of them when they were finished.

I don't know much about ai art although I do see a lot of it... and the images did look ai but I also wondered
if the whole composition was ai or if you layered the images in the sequence you wanted them... and they
did seem somewhat reminiscent of your life, what little I know of it... so it was interesting to see you morph
into Jesus. I did not see this message earlier which is why I am responding to it now...