I am a teen, I recently became a christian, after years of denial, guilt, addiction, depression, and suicidal thoughts. this week I am meeting with my youth pastor to talk through the things I did. And, I will be scarred for life. I thankfully never went 'too far,' but pornography on its own is bad enough. I have hurt my self, and I need encouragement, and prayer, so, I would like to share my story;
I am a 14 year old male, who, through tecnology, was embroiled in porn and guilt, causing me to abandon my faith, and turn to pleasure and suicide as a replacement. I spent two years having myself, and the 'Enrilmor' part of my personality. Enrilmor means lord of darkness.
I have since then Re-cieved Christ back into my life and gained new understanding. If I am ever asked if Christ is worth it, I can truly say yes.
the words of 'god only knows' put it best. ''All my life you have been faithful, and all my life you have been so, so good,'' and, now, I realize that the escape line was here all along, I just was looking at the world, and not to heaven.
(also posted on teens, but I figured I should introduce myself here also.)
I am a 14 year old male, who, through tecnology, was embroiled in porn and guilt, causing me to abandon my faith, and turn to pleasure and suicide as a replacement. I spent two years having myself, and the 'Enrilmor' part of my personality. Enrilmor means lord of darkness.
I have since then Re-cieved Christ back into my life and gained new understanding. If I am ever asked if Christ is worth it, I can truly say yes.
the words of 'god only knows' put it best. ''All my life you have been faithful, and all my life you have been so, so good,'' and, now, I realize that the escape line was here all along, I just was looking at the world, and not to heaven.
(also posted on teens, but I figured I should introduce myself here also.)
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