Hello really hurting need you all....

Quick Intro about me and what I am about...


So, im a single woman, separated 2 grown children, 56, in England, and I am Just in the process of leaving what was a very stable and Godly church until satan wormed his way in. He is now on the rampage and splitting us all apart as his known attempts to do so. It didn't come without warning. I warned them all (both me and a friend). But the elders choose to disagree with us, and plan ahead with a complete support of evil. I cant say too much about it yet, as it's still unfolding, but I want to heal. I HURTING badly. They were my brothers and sisters out there. My head is still spinning. I cannot talk about this at my church they refute my claims. The Pastor is under the influence of something so evil I cannot even begin to tell you. Though he would not agree.

Sorry for rant.. and not being of a more positive mindset, I just wanna get it out now and heal here ( which looks like a place to do just that)

Thanx for reading

Oh dear, don’t despair, there are some genuine Christians around and God IS building “His” house.
So keep praying and seeking, God will lead you to the right place for fellowship.

"Curious about this entry showing the date first appeared on CC.
No big deal, just curious.
moondancer
New member · 55 · From UK
Joined Dec 23, 2022


"And about your church dilemma, it appears to be happening many places according to news
outlets across social media outlets. Mankind is abandoning God for reasons of selfish and
self centered agendas of personal wants and desires, and will certainly worsen collectively and
as a whole in society.

'Sadly one needs to go no further than this site to witness...spiritually bankrupt.'
Each shall come to their own conclusion, whatever that may be.
And, I will leave it at that.'

"And about your church dilemma, it appears to be happening many places according to news
outlets across social media outlets. Mankind is abandoning God for reasons of selfish and
self centered agendas of personal wants and desires, and will certainly worsen collectively and
as a whole in society.

'Sadly one needs to go no further than this site to witness...spiritually bankrupt.'
Each shall come to their own conclusion, whatever that may be.
And, I will leave it at that.'

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I am almost 56. I joined last Christmas, but wasn't having any problems then. I have not posted as I was too busy at my church serving as a board member there.[/QUOTE]

A little bit more about me,

I haven't been a christian all that long. a few years actually. I was initially invited to join my church by a friend who eventually became the pastor there. I was going to write my testimony, on the testimony forum, but I will do it here now.

I was a party girl and enjoyed the nightlife, I was drew to God after falling for a man who wasn't available. It was heartbreaking as I had never been in love before, and I was with my partner at the time of 12 years, I was never in love with him and it broke my heart to realise I was with someone all that time and never felt in love with him after falling for someone else. I decided to end it with him as we had no emotional connection, even though we had 2 children. I just couldnt live a lie anymore. none of us were christians.through back then, I didn't realise God was actually drawing me to himself, and this was a way of getting His attention. since then I have been single, I just couldnt date anyone for fear of hurting them. Also I was overcome with so much guilt until God was reeling me in and I started to read the bible and looking for some kind of healing. I knew I was a sinner and needed Him. I am saved now, but went through hell trying to forgive myself.

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"Thanks for the clarification. I have found it to be noteworthy...many problems and disturbances in life
could or may well have been alleviated by never going or being away from staying close in God's care....
perseverance in daily commitment of striving to live by the principles of life and practicing them in all our going and coming."
'Hope a spiritual fellowship comes upon your life.'

So glad to have you joining us, welcome!!! It's wise to drop a 'church' that has no stand against evil or perhaps don't know the difference. I pray the Lord guides you to a good church. I think anyone is blest just to be in the UK, I watch many shows filmed there🤩 May God bless you and your family with beautiful days ahead in His love!

Welcome, dear sister. God wants us to stick together through thick and thin. Sometimes the hard part is trying to firure out who "us" is. As you stated, not everything that starts well ends well. Numerous examples of this can be found in the Bible. I am well aware that the days are evil. The Bible says that in the last days many shall fall away. I will pray with and for you. In the meantime, welcome to your new family.

Hebrews 10:25
“Not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is; but exhorting one another: and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching.”

Come on in, beloved of the Lord.

Hey everyone.

I'm better now.
All because I have seen the Truth. What a relief. Thankx

"Wonderful...and would you care to share what 'truth' you have seen.'
Testimonies are often a way for lost souls to get a perspective of life happenings
that are inspirational in their hope of being in God's care.

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Hello @Bingo. Here it is God Bless You!
https://christianchat.com/testimonies/small-milestone-testimony.212964/