The devil has been attacking me and my family in ways I could not imagine ever since I decided to read my Bible again and spend more time with God.
May 1st, I came home from work to the police waiting for me. I was accused of a serious crime against my daughter and was arrested. My parents bailed me out but am now in a long game of waiting and fear. Not knowing what is going to happen or when my court date will be.
Need prayer for me first of all that I do not get convicted and sent to jail. I need God's hand over me and my lawyers, as well as a BIG miracle. This will result in loss of job and family. not to mention thousands of dollars in legal fees that my parents will be left with as well as my family.
To make things worse, CPS became involved and as a result, forced my wife to get a restringing order on me. It has been over a month since I have seen my family. Also, my wife has recently served me papers for divorce. (not sure if forced, or influenced by friends and family, or her decision). Now I have the added fear of losing my wife and everything. We have been married for almost 13 years and have never had any major fights. Now she does not allow me to see the kids and I feel helpless without a way to communicate and express myself due to the restraining order.
I feel so alone and have cried most of the last month. It hurts so much! Especially since I wouldn't ever hurt my family and I feel everyone thinks I did. I have so much going through my head in regards to "what if" ... What if this happens, what if I did do something I didn't know I did. What if it would be better if I ended it all?
Need prayer for comfort, peace, patience, and freedom. I know God is in control of everything, but I am finding it very hard to let God have it all. I feel very much like Job. Losing everything in a blink of an eye and not knowing if it will ever return to normal.
Need prayer for the restoration of both my family and marriage. I love my wife and family with all my heart and fear losing them or worse them not remembering me and forgetting me. I'm willing to do anything.
I don't know what to do. I feel lost, helpless, and very much scared. I need friends, I need answers, I need restoration and freedom from the devil's grips.
Please God help me! I don't know how much more I can stand. I'm weak and frightened....
May 1st, I came home from work to the police waiting for me. I was accused of a serious crime against my daughter and was arrested. My parents bailed me out but am now in a long game of waiting and fear. Not knowing what is going to happen or when my court date will be.
Need prayer for me first of all that I do not get convicted and sent to jail. I need God's hand over me and my lawyers, as well as a BIG miracle. This will result in loss of job and family. not to mention thousands of dollars in legal fees that my parents will be left with as well as my family.
To make things worse, CPS became involved and as a result, forced my wife to get a restringing order on me. It has been over a month since I have seen my family. Also, my wife has recently served me papers for divorce. (not sure if forced, or influenced by friends and family, or her decision). Now I have the added fear of losing my wife and everything. We have been married for almost 13 years and have never had any major fights. Now she does not allow me to see the kids and I feel helpless without a way to communicate and express myself due to the restraining order.
I feel so alone and have cried most of the last month. It hurts so much! Especially since I wouldn't ever hurt my family and I feel everyone thinks I did. I have so much going through my head in regards to "what if" ... What if this happens, what if I did do something I didn't know I did. What if it would be better if I ended it all?
Need prayer for comfort, peace, patience, and freedom. I know God is in control of everything, but I am finding it very hard to let God have it all. I feel very much like Job. Losing everything in a blink of an eye and not knowing if it will ever return to normal.
Need prayer for the restoration of both my family and marriage. I love my wife and family with all my heart and fear losing them or worse them not remembering me and forgetting me. I'm willing to do anything.
I don't know what to do. I feel lost, helpless, and very much scared. I need friends, I need answers, I need restoration and freedom from the devil's grips.
Please God help me! I don't know how much more I can stand. I'm weak and frightened....
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