I am a pioneer missionary pastor; I have no congregation yet. I am depressed because of this.
I had a discussion with a close friend yesterday that is making me more depressed. The discussion was over an alleged demon casting done by him and an alleged vision or dream that he had of the Lord Jesus telling him that a thief was stealing his car's music system. It was he who initiated the conversations in the chatting app we use. He provided a photo of a blanket left by the alleged thief in his car when he and his brother-in-law went out to investigate. I asked him some questions and asked for more proof and more confirmation because I am far away from where he is. He implied in his answers that I am a Pharisee, a Sadducee, and that I am jealous of his ministry. I could not believe that a friend of 10 years or so would think this way about me. I told him that I praise God if these things really happened. I expected him to understand me and my questions, between friends. I cannot believe these accusations were made by someone I still think is my friend. I have been called worst by others before but this is really painful. I am deeply hurt. I forgive him for these false accusations because Jesus teaches me so. But I am really sad now. Please pray for me.
I had a discussion with a close friend yesterday that is making me more depressed. The discussion was over an alleged demon casting done by him and an alleged vision or dream that he had of the Lord Jesus telling him that a thief was stealing his car's music system. It was he who initiated the conversations in the chatting app we use. He provided a photo of a blanket left by the alleged thief in his car when he and his brother-in-law went out to investigate. I asked him some questions and asked for more proof and more confirmation because I am far away from where he is. He implied in his answers that I am a Pharisee, a Sadducee, and that I am jealous of his ministry. I could not believe that a friend of 10 years or so would think this way about me. I told him that I praise God if these things really happened. I expected him to understand me and my questions, between friends. I cannot believe these accusations were made by someone I still think is my friend. I have been called worst by others before but this is really painful. I am deeply hurt. I forgive him for these false accusations because Jesus teaches me so. But I am really sad now. Please pray for me.
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