Brother Jaxy It is not about manmade doctrine or religion but rather a personal relationship with our Jesus he wants with you. Now being new we all need support, find a church where people truly care about one another, then if you see that, talk personal to the Pastor and ask him what the central theme is for his flock. And where he is leading them through our Jesus. That is what I did, and surprised the Pastor with my question, but it all worked out.
Read your bible daily!!! SEEK and you shall indeed find brother! (Matt 7:7) The hunt lies not with the people of God but rather with the Lord Jesus himself!! And then encouraging others to stay in his light as you are doing. Last year I wanted to see a good brother in the Lord, I had many problems along the way, but went through the trails because my good brother was worth all the time to see him again, and when I got to his house it was all worth it!
Becoming a disciple of Jesus one will go through many problems, but being an overcomer does not happen overnight Bro, so never give up!! We love you brother, and our prayers are with you as you journey to salvation!