God must hate me, ready to explode

I’ve been under extreme stress the past couple of weeks and I am nearly to a point where I am going to mentally snap. I am now working but still struggling. I have an apartment and am slowly getting the things I need so I can move in but I am paying $635 there and $300 to my parents. My mom goes out of her way to help others I’ve been kindly asking her to help me. I always pay her back. She knows what I am going through. She and my dad get my whole ebt card every month including the money I already give them. I’ve been struggling for so long and I don’t know what I did for God to hate or curse me this way.
My daughters dad left us for a married woman and seems to be doing fine meanwhile I’ve been through hell and high water ever since. Why does God hate me so much and puts so much suffering on my life? Somebody please pray for me because I’ve had ALL I can take.

Sorry to hear. Why can't you move into your apartment right away? Is it due to lack of furniture? Once you reclaim the $300 and EBT you will be financially more comfortable. However this situation requires a lot of thought and prayer.

I’ll be keeping you in prayer, Gemmy. I’m sorry you’ve been going through so much difficulty. I’ve read a few of your previous posts and I agree, you’ve had a lot to handle over the years.

I wish I could give more encouragement, but all I can say is that I believe you’ve got this. Financially, emotionally, mentally and spiritually—you’ve got this. Despite everything you are going through, you’ve consistently chosen to overcome obstacles and to look to the Lord in the process. That’s incredibly brave. It takes a sturdy soul to get back up when life knocks you down so often.

You’re trying your best to find your way with God. He sees that effort. “Draw near to me, and I will draw near to you.” He knows all of your ways—your coming in and your going out, as the Bible says. There’s nothing going on in your life or mine that He is not fully aware of. That means every effort you make, big or small, to grow closer to Him is acknowledged, understood and interwoven into the plan that He has for you.

The thing about God’s plan for our lives is that it’s meant to give us “a future and a hope”. You’ve got your apartment now, for example, and a job! Yes, they invite in a lot of new responsibilities and pressures, but these are the things you’ve been desiring for a long time. Through God and a lot of hard work, you achieved a home of your own and a career to support it. Despite everything else, here you are. I consider you a success story.

Maybe you only see the ashes of the past, but I believe there is potential for growth and good things in your situation. One of the things this site has taught me is the fact that all of us have suffered and continue to suffer in some capacity—and I believe that’s for one simple, significant reason: “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.”

You’ve got this and so does He. Don’t give up! I’ll be praying for you.

I don't think God hates you I just think you need to talk to your parents and let go of them and take care of yourself and your daughter. If your parents need help I think they should get their own by the government. I pray your mother looks at your situation and helps you become responsible of your own apt. Again, I think your parents need to apply for their own EBT. (even more so if they are old or disabled) you need to live your life and feel good about yourself and help your parents get their own help. praying for you.

James 1:2-4

The soul that loves God has its rest in God and in God alone. A righteous man will have many troubles, but the Lord delivers Him from them all." Psalm 34:19 as we trust in him. Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. I pray for your peace and comfort as you make your way through this challenging time