FreeGrace2 said:
It is not possible to lose salvation. There are many verses and passages that teach eternal security.
However, there 2 verses that when put together, prove that salvation cannot be lost.
John 5:24 - “Very truly I tell you, whoever hears my word and believes him who sent me has eternal life and will not be judged but has crossed over from death to life.
Key points:
1. Those who hear and believe (the gospel) "has eternal life". This means POSSESSES eternal life. So, all who believe have it.
2. Believers "will not be judged"
3. Believers "have crossed over from (spiritual) death to (eternal) life.
John 10:28 - I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no one will snatch them out of my hand.
Key points:
1. Jesus Christ is the Giver of the gift of eternal life.
2. The result of being given (possession) of eternal life is to "never perish".
3. The "no one" can be rendered "no person", so that even includes the believer him/herself.
So, eternal life is a present tense possession for those who believe.
Those who possess eternal life shall never perish.
I feel like I walk away n turn away from him
Of course that is possible. But what Jesus said in John 10:28 is clear. Those given eternal life, which is by believing in Him for it, shall never perish.
The proper response when you feel that way is to confess your sins, ask God for the filling of the Spirit and get into the Word.