My feelings and relationship with God is complicated but very often the words in the Bible don't cover it. And, I have experienced church going people who thirst for the blood of the sinner, having no idea that God alone does the judging and I feel the sole function of the believer is to love and assist in healing the broken.
Don't let the wackanoodles keep you away from the good stuff. It's kinda like California...nice climate and a great place but the homeless bums and attitudes make it a horrible place to live. There are some nice people there too ..but the ratio is really off.
Same thing with New York city...
(Yes, family and friends on both coasts....hey, I got issues with stopping being itinerant so I went with it)
I've been around the globe... friends from the places I haven't been. Respect for God, gratitude to God, scared of displeasing God, loving God, and treasuring God are the most common traits of them all.
So why are God's kids the biggest problem?
Think about the question and the answer. Surprising answers usually abound.