Well . . . it was indeed confirmed yesterday that I have prostate cancer. My feelings on the matter? Meh . . .
I am more than happy to be a Living Sacrifice for the Lord. This is not my body . . . I didn't create it, nor do I manage and maintain the breath in my lungs. God is with each of us, allowing each breath that we take. We live because He allows it to be.
What I find interesting is that the New Testament refers much to the concept of "Enduring." Endure? Endure what? A box of donuts? Na . . . we must endure hardship, and for some of us, a similar or worse hardship than that of Christ. For the last five years, I have suffered wildly . . . and no doubt have endured insane accusations that have lasted two years, now (and finally seem to be over). The question is: Will we endure?
Are we willing to endure hardship in this life . . . or, will we feel that life is hard and unfair, turn and blame Him for the ruin and destruction of a personal life? It seems so important that we understand that those who God Loves . . . these are the ones who are suffering, ie, the poor and oppressed.
As for me, I'm quite a bit older than yourself, so I've lived plenty of life and have experienced much that the sinful world has to offer. I think my perspective is a bit different because I've already seen and experienced so much that I have been allowed to see the bigger picture.
The cool thing, though, is that healings are designed to show the Power and Glory of the Lord. It is the Lord who is in full control over all things that gives Him the opportunity to show that Power and Glory, exactly as He had done with Pharaoh in Egypt. All throughout the Old Testament, we read of the Power and Glory of the Lord . . . this is the single most important thing that we ought to know and understand about it, for with the proper perspective of His Power comes with wisdom mixed with humility, both of which controlled by Truth itself.
So . . . God can do whatever He chooses to do. Just as it was said in the Old Testament, that even if Daniel and his friends should die in the fire, they will be just fine on the other side of death. However, they don't believe that the Lord will allow for even one singed hair. And that's how I feel . . . I believe that I am too young to die of Cancer, and thus have total Faith that the Lord can heal me at any time . . . not a problem. I also know that should He choose to take me at this time, the effect would be profound, and since I desire absolutely zero recognition, my life is in full agreement with the choices of God. I Truly feel as though Clay in my Holy Creators Hands.
I am so thankful!