GOD KNOWS YOUR PAIN

@Kireina
Hi this was one of my poems from 2017 from my old account..Also C.C has change a in its design and layout since I was last here.Good to know you're still well.My goodness I remember the things you were going through in 2017 too..
we used to chat a lot about God and life and stuff..I cant get to initiate conversations with others here on C.C direct coz I cant seem to get the subscriptions paid ect..😊.
But in case you wanna re connect and just catch up you can message me direct then I can therefore reply back then can chat that way.(only if you want to)..I haven't forgotten about you..👍🏻😊😊

I'm growing older here on CC already 😂 You left and you came back and I am still here... the difference is I have few white strands already 👵

I remember you... there was only one Stewart I knew on CC lol I guess... 😀 good to see you back it's been a while 🤗 I remember you gave me your email address before running away from CC lol yeah? But I was not able to write to you...




I am not able to message either using this account 😢

Hi! Stewart ☺ I can still recall every conversation we had before...☺ maybe not all but a lot of our conversations.

I would not have known that encouragement was you 😅 I've been commenting almost all of your threads lol but anyways thanks for taking the time to introduce back yourself again 🤗 you have changed a lil bit I guess... 🤔


Ohhh the past lol I don't know where he is now but I pray he is ok ...i broke up with him 3 years ago If I can still remember 🤔 then I dated one a wonderful man from CC for 2 years but we didn't meet...we were not able to meet(it was a LongDistanceRelationship) most of our conversations were through video calls and chats... We parted as friends...he was my best friend I guess... our relationship ended last year...around September or October 🤔 I can't check the exact month lol because I closed my Skype account already...but anyways glad that our paths crossed He is a nice guy 😇

😅 Lol I guess we should refrain from talking about him 😊 He is still here... He is a wonderful guy. I would be more glad if one day I'll see him back posting on CC again 🙂

Thanks @Encouragement it is nice to talk to you again 🤗 I am sure that kitten is not you lol but I wonder how you look like lol I haven't seen you posted a picture of yourself yet here on CC

And thanks lol I appreciate it... getting old already and that is a reality 😁

God bless you ❤

GOD KNOWS YOUR PAIN


GOD knows your inner most heartache and pain
Even though He not you..He feels it just the same
Only He knows what it's really like to be you
He sees you amid the crowds,He sees the things you do
He knows how life has treated you,He knows every wound
He knows all your memories too 'for this unto you is He tuned!"


Life has hurt you,life has wounded you within
He Sees the battle scars on you,caused by others sin
At times You were innocent,At times you've been broken
At times you remember what they did..what words they had spoken
Your heart had been kissed by betrayal,caressed by lying words
Overwhelmed by injustices,trapped in life's cages just like a bird


GOD has seen the river of your tears,he's heard the decibels of your cry
He is touched by your brokenness,and sees your struggles just to get by
NO one fathom the intensity of your agony.They cannot taste your pain
They cannot hear the sound of the silent cry within your human physical frame
The cry for freedom!!! The cry for your intense pain to be seen!!
If only they could all know what it was like to be you!!..life can be mean!


Yet GOD is with you,many times you have felt him near
You come to him with all your turmoils,agonies and fear
Sometimes there is no one to cradle your weeping broken heart
Give it to Jesus dear child of the father, let him start..
Rebuilding you brokenness,cradling the tears of your soul in his hands
He sees the emotional structures within you and He truly understands


His love for you is endless,it's like an ocean of care and affection
He is using this Poem to let you know you that you've got his full attention
He knows what you been through,he knows what you're going through
He knows the times of isolation and desperation because He knows the real you
He will restore your brokenness,He will tenderly heal,you removing every stain
So Believe me when I say this to you..GOD TRULY KNOWS YOUR PAIN!""

Thank you so much!! Your work has moved me to tears

Bless you!!

Oh Hi platosgal my goodness this poem I has written when i used to be here in 2017 under thf name Stewart..(actually part of my real name)..You have been the 1st person to comment on this poem since 2017..👍👍👍
I am touched that it had touched you and that God has made you aware through the words that you are not alone.He most definitely sees you and knows exactly what you are going through..💕Iam so happy for you at this time..You're gonna make it.🙏
Iam now under the name of encouragement on here now.

Yes of course we have you use discretion in regards to the topic at hand.👍🏻
Lol I do love cats and kittens though and if I looked like a kitten belive me I would be intensely worried..🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣..I would have to see my local vet to find what happened to me..🤷‍♀️🤣🤣
Yer you haven't changed which is a good thing..so when your aged 58 you will look like a 40 year old..👏🏻👏🏻
Oh yes you have never seem my pic..I cant upload a pic of myself on here unless I do it on my profile pic.
I live in England london and my parents are from jamacian.so I am afro Caribbean.Someone on CC asked to see my pic so I posted it on my profile..then she suddenly changed and stopped messaging me.??There was nothing romantic going on...so maybe she felt uncomfortable chatting with a dude whose afro Caribbean!🤦🏼‍♂️
😊😊...strange stuff..

Lol 😄 people who love cats and dogs are sweet people...I remember a sweet person who loves cats lol 🐈


I understand the lady...maybe she experienced something not so nice here eapecially from lustful men...so maybe that was her reason...and my reason also why i turned off my inbox...

Anyways why whats wrong about being a carribean guy? 🤔 you seemed nice...😊

yea I do have a love of those cute feline creatures.my own cat die around 2014 due to thyroid complications..but he was 19 when he died so had lived a long life I guess.
The lady in question and I were just chatting as normal for a good few weeks and thee was nothing perverted from me or her..there was also no romantic attraction etc.. just normal interaction.Besides you have know me since 2017 and you know how I was with you then when we chatted often..just s normal regular guy...and I havent changed..so my behaviour wasnt creepy or lustful like some perverted nutter..🤪🤪🤪
where she live and is from black people are extremely rare there and it could be the fact that she suddenly realised she was interacting with a black guy and actually hot on well with him..kinda freaked her out..🤦🏼‍♂️
Coz there's no other explanation..she was at that time still around chatting with others except me once she saw my profile..never mind.
Oh sorry to hear that you had to alter your settings to prevent inappropriate messages coming through..That's terrible..🤔
Whats wrong with them..😤😤..they should all be turned into cats..🐱🐱🤣🤣
Yes you're a very pretty woman..but for goodness sake why cant dudes at least be respectful and be courteous and leave you alone.🤔
Guys eh!!😤

19 years wow your cat lived long ...must be hard for you...i remember my mom cried when our dog disappeared...it was like she lost a child...I feel like those who have pets experience the same...losing a beloved pet is truly sad and painfiul...how did you cope?

That makes sense...some people react differently to what they have experienced in the past...just like my actions lol and sometimes when we are in a situation that reminds us of something sometimes we don't know how to respond...or deal with the situation at the moment...


So now she knows that there's nothing to worry about 😊

Lol there were not many of them there are more good men here 😍

I guess the vet is right to put it down...coz if not the cat will suffer more...and it is more painful to see your cat in that situation. He left you many sweet memories i guess 😍 our dog (another one) when i was still much younger everytime i go out and go to school he will walk with me all the way to the spot where i have to wait to get a ride to school it is a 5 to 7 minutes walk...then whe he cant see me anymore he will walk back home 😐 Didnt realize how sweet he was before....but when i left home i missed him especially when i came back and my mother said he died already...


Good thing you don't care about this "race" stuff 🤗 I don't i actually experienced something sad from those people but it didnt make me hate a particular group of humans because of what i have experienced because i know that not everyone is the same...I have met more loving humans than the bad ones....😇


What happened to her lol why the relationship didnt work out? 🙂you can answer me if you are comfortable only to answer it 😄 I am actually not comfortable to answer or ask personal stuff publicly lol but thanks Stewart 🤗 You are a nice guy you seem nice there are many blessings around us and you are one of those blessings you've been a blessing to everyone here on CC 😊 some wont see it because they are preoccupied of what they see on the surface but i am sure many can see how wonderful you are 🤗 thankies for your time ❤

Exactly...it is sad you know....that day when that Indian lady told me that I can't swim in that pool...I told her ma'am please tell my boss she was the one who invited me here...she picked on me actually which I didn't understand why.....I told my boss anyway because she harassed me already tears running down my cheeks lol I just can't believe that there are people like that lady...she even asked the pool attendant to ask me to leave but the attendant said that I am a guest I am a registered guest invited by a senior member of the golf club... she can't ask me to leave...

The other one was an African but anyways I've met more kind and loving people than the angry mood ones 😄

I get this feeling of maybe I am interrupting our sisters and brothers to comment on your thread Stewart 🤔 shy already lol I took over your thread, giving others no chance to join sorry yay let's give others a chance 🙈 thank you for giving me your time 🤗 nice talking to you ❤ God bless you Stewart 😇