How do I make progress? I feel like other Christians do so well and I take so long.
I don’t read bible, and pray so much or read sermons so much.
Do I focus on wrong things compared to other Christians?
Do I worry so much about “how” or do I think too much on thinking?
I think to myself “I should pray.... but how?”
I think to myself “I need to read bible, but how when my mind is confused?”
I worry about mindset and thinking because inevitably even if God stays, it is my choice to do wrong and do right and that makes me so worried about thinking, so while other christain read bible and pray more, I get stuck making little progress...
Other people give up on me because of lack of change. Because I keep saying the same things.
I am focusing on the wrong things.
I wrote something in poetry, “Who are you writing” when I was close to God, and I only lost it, and I try to make so much notes so I can pray more, so that I can read the Bible more and do right...
But I feel like I make so much little progress I don’t what to focus on with God or what mindset to have.
At the end, I just hope I can feel his love and affection again and talk in a relationship. Things feel so complicated sometimes.
I need to change and focus on right thing... so I can be like other Christians...
I don’t read bible, and pray so much or read sermons so much.
Do I focus on wrong things compared to other Christians?
Do I worry so much about “how” or do I think too much on thinking?
I think to myself “I should pray.... but how?”
I think to myself “I need to read bible, but how when my mind is confused?”
I worry about mindset and thinking because inevitably even if God stays, it is my choice to do wrong and do right and that makes me so worried about thinking, so while other christain read bible and pray more, I get stuck making little progress...
Other people give up on me because of lack of change. Because I keep saying the same things.
I am focusing on the wrong things.
I wrote something in poetry, “Who are you writing” when I was close to God, and I only lost it, and I try to make so much notes so I can pray more, so that I can read the Bible more and do right...
But I feel like I make so much little progress I don’t what to focus on with God or what mindset to have.
At the end, I just hope I can feel his love and affection again and talk in a relationship. Things feel so complicated sometimes.
I need to change and focus on right thing... so I can be like other Christians...
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