I hear you, dear Magenta. At least "you" make valid arguments. So let me tell you why I hang tight, and hope for the distraught further than most. It is not because I think myself better as I'm sure some will think. It is not because I think myself Jesus or anything near good enough to him. Alas, I had a family member with mental illness, and over the years, I saw things that most people do not. So if you please bear me time, to gather info.... it's really not to shove things in others faces... but to ask that they give me time to see if there is an "inkling" of some illness that others are unfamiliar with... to see if there is a help to those further destitute than many are able to recognize who have not seen such an illness up close. Sorry if I burdened you, and I just don't like leaving ones behind that might have a chance at redemption... as my family member eventually got better and... with love for god