Hello,
I have been struggling with my religious convictions for as long as I can remember. I have been agnostic, muslim, Christian then mystic muslim, then Christian.
I have accepted Christ again and hoping to meet people that would help me in my faith.
Welcome back brother, and congratulations
for your patience will bear good fruit through your faith in God's Christ / Messiah, for you have been preserved through your persevering trials and tribulations of faith!! You soul comes from an interesting part of the world, as shaped by history and the conquerors thereof!
John 6 (ESV)
43 Jesus answered them, "Do not grumble among yourselves.
44 No one can come to me unless
the Father who sent me draws him. And I will raise him up on the last day.
45 It is written in the Prophets, 'And they will all be taught by God.'
Everyone who has heard and learned from the Father comes to me—
46 not that anyone has seen the Father except he who is from God; he has seen the Father. 47 Truly, truly, I say to you, whoever believes has eternal life.
Luke 8 (ESV)
11 Now the parable is this: The seed is the word of God.
12 The ones along the path are those who have heard; then the devil comes and takes away the word from their hearts,
so that they may not believe and be saved.
13 And the ones on the rock are those who, when
they hear the word, receive it with joy. But these have no root; they believe for a while, and in time of testing fall away. 14 And as for what fell among the thorns, they are those who hear, but as they go on their way
they are choked by the cares and riches and pleasures of life, and their fruit does not mature. 15 As for that in the good soil, they are those who, hearing the word, hold it fast in an honest and good heart, and bear fruit with patience.