Hmm, harsh realities that you need to accept...
You are not any more special than anybody else. We're all born thinking we are the center of the universe. Most of us confront this belief and figure out there are other people who matter just as much as, or more than, we matter. Some few humans never really comprehend this.
God loves everybody... even the people I can't stand! This one will change how you deal with people when you really comprehend it. Until then, it feels monstrously unfair. Or rather, we would prefer it be unfair in our favor.
The people in charge don't really know any better than you how to run things. They're just trying their best to handle situations as they come up, just like you would. THIS is a scary one! It is also the reason conspiracy theories are so popular - it is much more comforting to believe the people in power have some kind of plan, any kind of plan.