Why have I lost that initial glow when converted?
A fire needs fuel. A fire needs a triune combination to stay aflame. Oxygen, fuel, and heat.
Just as the Spirit within is often related to a fire we must also make sure we have the right elements.
He as in Jesus will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire. This fire will burn very strong for awhile and give off a glow that is evident to all around them.
Matthew 3:11 New International Version (NIV)
11 “I baptize you with water for repentance. But after me comes one who is more powerful than I, whose sandals I am not worthy to carry. He will baptize you with the
Holy Spirit and fire.
John 8:12 New International Version (NIV)
12 When Jesus spoke again to the people, he said, “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the
light of life.”
Unfortunately as trials, tribulations, spiritual warfare, and failures begin to test our faith and affect the flesh by attacking our physical, mental, emotional and spiritual state we are not yet mature enough to quickly resist or refuel.
1 Thessalonians 5:19 New International Version (NIV)
19 Do not quench the Spirit.
Ephesians 4:30 New International Version (NIV)
30 And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, with whom you were sealed for the day of redemption.
Look for areas in your life where you may be resisting the Spirit or causing the Spirit grief as maybe you have fallen into old habits, or the troubles of life are suffocating you, distracting you, or has the relationship between you and God grown weak. As in your prayer life, reading God's Word, studying, doing God's Word, and ultimately finding your calling and purpose within the Kingdom.
The fire is never extinguished completely. It may feel cold on top but if you dig deep enough the coals are still extremely hot and ready for the proper elements to be added.
Add them and you will be set ablaze again.