I don't know : / lol
Probably not.
I still have a lot to work on.
(too many things to list and too depressing to even think about)
*dem feels hurt* lol
I mean, I think I have potential. But I don't know how that'd translate into real life. I honestly can't tell if I'd make a good spouse.
Can anyone truly, though? If they've never been married before? (or had a long-term relationship?)
I think I'll have to learn as I go, honestly. It's hard to imagine myself getting to a point of, "I'm finally ready!". I don't think it works like that. I think there are many things that marriage entails that are simply impossible to "work on" when you're not married. They come with the actual experience of being in that kind of relationship. And until that happens, those things will remain "latent". That's my current opinion on that. (I'm not saying we can't work on ourselves when we're single, but certain things can only be worked on once we're married, and not before.)
At any rate, I wouldn't want to marry someone LIKE me, as in, who's very similar to me. That'd be a disaster. (I had a relationship like that once. Never again lol.)