Hi Lon!
I'm so sorry about your situation but I am glad you are in the Lord and that you've joined this forum! I've only been posting here for like a couple of days (was lurking from time to time before that ^^) but have already noticed that the people here are lovely and loving.
I hope you can find some good fellowship here and also that you are able to have some real life fellowship...
GOD bless you so much! Jesus loves you so much!