I was helping out with some dishes and apparently that put undue strain on my back. It started out as just strain, but now is in full blown spasm mode (lower back)
It has been harrowing and I have prayed about it for sure, but additional support would be nice. I can't afford to go to the hospital so just laying on the bed is really my only option. I had to lay on the floor last night (for 20hrs) trying to get the bathroom.
Regardless, I would guess the pain I just have to deal with but mentally being trapped on a bed all day (this makes day 3) doesn't exactly produce the best mindset. I feel alone and bored to distraction but there isn't one. So just pray for my mental sanity and the fortitude to just sit still until it's over.
It's like being imprisoned and it's not productive. Whatever is laid on your heart. It snowed here for the first time this year and i really wanted to see but 90% of the time I can't even sit up. So it melted before I could see it. First world problems maybe but if you feel a burden, lift it up. thanks.
It has been harrowing and I have prayed about it for sure, but additional support would be nice. I can't afford to go to the hospital so just laying on the bed is really my only option. I had to lay on the floor last night (for 20hrs) trying to get the bathroom.
Regardless, I would guess the pain I just have to deal with but mentally being trapped on a bed all day (this makes day 3) doesn't exactly produce the best mindset. I feel alone and bored to distraction but there isn't one. So just pray for my mental sanity and the fortitude to just sit still until it's over.
It's like being imprisoned and it's not productive. Whatever is laid on your heart. It snowed here for the first time this year and i really wanted to see but 90% of the time I can't even sit up. So it melted before I could see it. First world problems maybe but if you feel a burden, lift it up. thanks.
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