Hi Gemmy. Yes my life isn't going how I want it to. But then again, life never does go how we want it to.
It's hard to know what to say without knowing what's going on. When I feel like that, I usually put the kettle on, have a coffee, then sit down and write in my journal, as that helps me sort out my feelings.
Why are you on this merry go round? I'm a practical person and I'd be thinking what can I do to get off of it, or to make the situation better? Maybe there isn't anything you can do at the moment, but can you at least talk to someone close to you, like a good friend or a counsellor? There are free counselling services that are great & very non judgemental. That will take some of the pressure off at least, and sometimes, other people can think of solutions/ideas that didn't occur to you.
When I feel that way, I put my headphones on & listen to some of my music, or write in my journal as stated. That always helps. Then I make a tea or coffee, or sometimes just go out for a walk. If it's too hot/cold to walk, I do some stretches & pilates where I'm staying. Having a wee chocolate bikkie always helps to!
My prayer for you:
Please, please dear Father, help Gemmy to sort out all of her problems, and help her see or find a solution to get off of this merry go round she is on. Give her some peace of mind, and the strength to keep going. Amen.
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