I obey Jesus words.I love my enemies but after prayer only. Apostle Barnabas said you need gods strength to do that. M any subject we can talk, we can meet one day, if you want to cry,smile, shout,accuse, swear ,sin any way...let's talk. Nobody is perfect.you learn through mistakes. I do. I'm a scam on earth but I'm trying. Jesus has built a kingdom for lovers.