Really?
The voice I heard would teach me things I didn't know was in the bible, until I checked it out. Feelings don't do that.
There are words in the bible, interpreted as though there was a Greek or Hebrew word there, when there was not.
For example;
The bible talks about the old man, new man, spirit man, and hidden man.
These are real being in you that speak, among other things.
1Pe 3:4 But let it be the hidden man of the heart, in that which is not corruptible, even the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit, which is in the sight of God of great price.
It sounds like that hidden man of the hearts is that meek and quiet spirit, which is what I thought originally.
Until I was told there is no word "of" in the original language.
There is more than one word in the Greek for the word "of".
So that changed the meaning, entirely.
And the voice went on to tell me why he told me that and the real meaning of it.
Feelings don't yell or scream at you either.
And neither do feelings tell you what others are thinking or feeling in their heart.
Yes, many times it sounds like you are doing the talking, but that is where Jesus said, "My sheep KNOW my voice... "
It comes with time and experience I suppose.
But aside from that, my guess is, you NEVER saw God do a miracle, have you.
Like a real one that can't be explained away.
Have you ever been told, God says what He means, and means what He says?
Take Mark 11:24 for example.
Mar 11:24 Therefore I say unto you, What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them.
One reason why most people don't see God do any miracles is because they don't really believe what God said.
The above verse says, what ever YOU desire, shall be given to you, right?
Yes, but that is not the whole truth of this promise.
No, it doesn't have anything to do with what God's will is, like most are told.
God's will, according to this is to give you whatsoever YOU desire, IF, you follow through with the other conditions listed.
If you don't, I can guarantee you, absolutely NOTHING will happen, like it does for most ignorant Christians.
Most start out believing, because their faith hasn't been tested yet. And then they fall away or stop believing simply because nothing happened, like I said.
Many people die from wasting diseases, TRYING to believe. Saying they are believing, yet nothing happens.
There's a problem with that situation. Either what is written in the bible is a lie, which would mean, God lied, if you believe He wrote it through speaking to men of old, or the problem is with us.
And since most people can't handle the truth, along with, most don't know the truth, like most preacher, pastors, and teachers, they tell them, "it wasn't God's will for you or your loved one to be healed", and so they prepare the person to go "home" to be with the lord.
What a load of crap.
I could tell you a few reasons why both you and others failed to receive, and a lack of faith is not the only reason.
Most Christian are told their sins are automatically forgiven and therefore redeemed from the curses of both the law of sin and the law of death.
NOT!!!
So much ignorance in the church concerning the promises of God and how faith works.
Sickness CANNOT come on the righteous, only those who sin, because sin cause God to put a curse on the person, even Christians or believers, and therefore that gives the devil legal right to afflict the person with a sickness or disease.
You can't get rid of the sickness or disease, many times, until you get rid of the sin that causes the curse to come on you in the first place. If you did get rid of it without taking care of the sin, the condition WILL come back, guaranteed, only it will be worse than before, when it does.
You are no different than anyone else that TRIED to believe, "that faith stuff", and failed.
I have had a number of growths and condition leave or disappear, on myself and others, after praying or commanding the thing to leave, in Jesus' name. And that is because this faith stuff works. If it didn't, then nothing would happen.
At this point in my life, I both know and have experience, too much to be swayed from believing otherwise.
Had you got with someone who taught you the true truth from the start, you might not have been so easily turned from the truth of God's word.
If it works for both my family and I, as well as many others, it will do the same for you.
But just like it doesn't work for you, or at least, in your favor, neither does it work for all the so-called believers, or unbelieving/doubting Christian.
Hoping, wishing, and/or wondering won't cut it. It never has, and it never will.
But when you meet all the conditions of whatever promise you are standing on, God NEVER, EVER, EVER fails to do what He said He will do.