Welcome to CC, Russel. Jesus loves you. We can pray for each other, but He is the person with the power to deliver the deliverance. None of us are perfect either. That's why He did what He did.
John
3:14 And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of man be lifted up:
3:15 That whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have eternal life.
3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
3:17 For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.