Long story short, I was engaged last year to the love of my life. Unfortunately we weren’t doing too well together for a time, there were things we were both working through, and ended up splitting apart.
I’ve hung out with her recently, as we go to the same church, and I’ve started to develop feelings toward her again. One of my roommates used to live with her, a few other younger folk and another family and has also been hanging out with her. Their relationship is like a brother/sister relationship. I think he might like her, but he expressed to me he wouldn’t ever pursue her since her and I had been engaged. I did let him know I’d been praying on if I should get back together with her or not. He let me know she still has her eye on me, too.
Basically, if I’m honest, I’m envious of what they have in a way, and I’m almost tempted to let my roommate know he should pursue her, as they really seem to be a good fit in my eyes. (I feel unfit or like I don’t meet what she needs - when I look at their interactions, I see life)
I’m not so great at relationships right now and really seem to be lacking motivation or drive in my life. It hurts when I look at how well she’s doing and how I’m kind of stuck.
I think my priorities might be in the wrong place. I don’t want to seek to be better or meet what she needs just for her because I want her. I should want to be better as a byproduct of being a Christian.
Not sure what exactly I’m asking prayer for, but I appreciate any prayer you pray for me.
I’ve hung out with her recently, as we go to the same church, and I’ve started to develop feelings toward her again. One of my roommates used to live with her, a few other younger folk and another family and has also been hanging out with her. Their relationship is like a brother/sister relationship. I think he might like her, but he expressed to me he wouldn’t ever pursue her since her and I had been engaged. I did let him know I’d been praying on if I should get back together with her or not. He let me know she still has her eye on me, too.
Basically, if I’m honest, I’m envious of what they have in a way, and I’m almost tempted to let my roommate know he should pursue her, as they really seem to be a good fit in my eyes. (I feel unfit or like I don’t meet what she needs - when I look at their interactions, I see life)
I’m not so great at relationships right now and really seem to be lacking motivation or drive in my life. It hurts when I look at how well she’s doing and how I’m kind of stuck.
I think my priorities might be in the wrong place. I don’t want to seek to be better or meet what she needs just for her because I want her. I should want to be better as a byproduct of being a Christian.
Not sure what exactly I’m asking prayer for, but I appreciate any prayer you pray for me.
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