hello everyone, Im thankful for this site. i have been bombarded most of my life with test and trials some so bizarre I couldn't even make this stuff up. God has done so much for me, so much when i was so stupid over the course of my life. honestly just when I felt i could not bear any more testing and heartache, it came. this morning I found out My first husband who i loved dearly and had three sons with just past away. he had no contact with me or our boys for 15 years, we tried to find him and no doors opened. we met when we were 15 and 17..we never had a chance. now my grown sons will never have a chance to know him either, he was only 54. he drank, and our middle son carries that burdon of alcoholism too.
I am asking for help from God for my sons
that they would get through this time and their hearts would not be hardened. that they would not sink into dispair.
i am being still, so grieved, my faith tells me God will work this all together somehow for good for me and my boys, i just hope we can withstand this. I feel really numb. I do think my first love is with Jesus.
I just want to encourage young married couples with little ones, do all you can to stay together. Trust God, put your husband/wife first, do everything you can if you have kids to love each other, find the love in each other through Jesus. I feel like i missed it so long ago and today some 30 years later I am overcome with so much grief to see all this pain and suffering.
i need guidance im thinking of driving to AZ its about 800 miles to be at the memorial his friends have arranged. I am a little fearful to travel so i need courage and wisdom. Protection too.
I just ask for Gods mercy to be poured out on my sons. I really appreciate your prayers. many many thanks.
I am asking for help from God for my sons
that they would get through this time and their hearts would not be hardened. that they would not sink into dispair.
i am being still, so grieved, my faith tells me God will work this all together somehow for good for me and my boys, i just hope we can withstand this. I feel really numb. I do think my first love is with Jesus.
I just want to encourage young married couples with little ones, do all you can to stay together. Trust God, put your husband/wife first, do everything you can if you have kids to love each other, find the love in each other through Jesus. I feel like i missed it so long ago and today some 30 years later I am overcome with so much grief to see all this pain and suffering.
i need guidance im thinking of driving to AZ its about 800 miles to be at the memorial his friends have arranged. I am a little fearful to travel so i need courage and wisdom. Protection too.
I just ask for Gods mercy to be poured out on my sons. I really appreciate your prayers. many many thanks.
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