LeeLoving, Some encouragement for you in the Lord.....As a child of the King of Kings! you belong to the Lord, as He purchased you with His very life on the cross. His blood covenant to all who have received Him as their Lord and Savior is unbreakable, as Nothing can separate you from the Love of God. If you have received the Lord as your Savior, then His spirit lives in your heart & He is there to stay for all eternity! As the scriptures tell us in Acts- 17:28 For in him we live and move and have our being.'
It also says in scripture that we need to fight the good fight of faith! 1st timothy 6:12
Fight the good fight of the faith. Take hold of the eternal life to which you were called when you made your good confession in the presence of many witnesses.
As Christians, it is crucial in our walk with the Lord, to keep our spirit & mind renewed with the word of God, as this will build faith in you & strengthen those areas that seem weak or vulnerable to the enemy, as he is the father of lies! Standing on the promises of God daily, and keeping your focus on your Heavenly Father and His Goodness. You have full authority in Jesus name to bind the enemy & his lies. I'm not sure what has lead you to believe that you are demon possessed & unsaved or how you have convinced yourself of this, but this is not a path you need to take one more step on. Take a stand right now & rebuke the enemy and his lies!! and tell yourself that you are born again in Christ! He lives in your Heart! He has forgiven You of all your sins! and then say Halleluia!! find your bible & start on your journey with the Lord once again. He has never left your side! Being a follower of Jesus is a daily surrendering to the Lord, which includes confessing known sin in our lives & fighting the Good Fight of Faith! Pick up your sword, which is the word of God, and use it daily to defeat the enemies deceptive tactics. Jesus is Faithful! & He will strengthen every area of your life that seems weak or faithless. Read Ephesians 6: which is able putting on the armor of God daily! Jesus loves YOU!!!