Umzza, I can understand that life can be challenging and look so unfair but one thing I can say is that God is not cruel. People will be mean and cruel to us because they choose to do so by will. Bad thing happens to good people too. Sometimes God allow certain things into our life for a purpose but at the end all thing will work out for those who love the Lord. God loves you and has good plans for you. You may never understand God’s ways. Whatever it is keep trusting and talking to God. These are some bible verse that I read for encouragement.
Matthew 11
28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.
29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.
30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
1 Corinthians 2:9 But as it is written: “Eye has not seen, nor ear heard, Nor have entered into the heart of man The things which God has prepared for those who love Him.”
John 14:27 Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.