I'm doing pretty good, I have a better paying job than my old work, split ways in a relationship that I gave my all in yet, I surprisingly don't feel devestated about it because I kept to my word with her, she made a big mistake tonight resulting irrevutable proof that she was into criminal activities so I simply told her what happened and thanked her for what good she did do for me and told her that I vowed on the Bible to stay in the relationship until it's end whether good or bad and tonight was the end.
I learned that "help" can come from the most "unexpected people" I was very miserable where I was previously and she helped by giving me "encouragement" and a "purpose" to work toward so that I wouldn't stay "down" I believe her to be "God sent" because God knew that I needed "motivation" to get out from my misery and even get my "hormones" out of the way through her so that whatever he has planned for me I won't be "distracted" from that purpose.
I actually feel quite "cleansed" now of my "lusting" and I feel "happier" which has shocked me I thought I'd be crying my eyes out but, I feel great instead.
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